It's Almost midnight Part 3

The night in pain fright. 

It's almost midnight

Sleeping to wake in shallow night

Ceilings dropped near to my start

Bed, blanket and Black pillow only to around 

All Books scattered messy all unbound

Am I Waking? 

It's almost midnight

Taking steps to run slow and not right

Floor came closer to my fright

Mat, slipper and mockery pajamas felt hound

Every sheet cling dirty all on the ground

Am I sleeping? 

It's almost midnight

Can't feel light as head

Can't hold tight as led

Easy was a story to tell

Hard was also to be sell

Not  I was waking nor sleeping? 

It's almost midnight

Hands were bind by the wooden door

Feet were stick by the cold floor

Which was light I have no clue

Where was day I get so blue

As dots appear before like eyes we're glue

Why was I waking in sleeping true? 

The ache was far from gone

The bitter was coming to run

Will I be out of lots of fun? 

For this black has consumed all the sun

I was waking to a hurtful sleeping

Drugging the water to lose bleeding

I was waking in dread of longing

Losing the fight to win pain coming

July 24th, 2021

Salam ODOW

Midnight in Sukabumi